don't cry for me Korea.

it wasn't always like this. but this year, summer in Korea was disturbingly wet. nak pegi mane2 pun susah. kasut basah, baju basah, tudung basah, tangan basah. bertambah plak bile pakai payung saya yang glamour je lebih tapi fail untuk protect saya time hujan. damn. the wet feeling is so annoying and kinda disgusting if you think of all the spit you see on the street. okay, that's utterly disgusting.

of course the rainy days limited most of my favorite activities. nak jalan-jalan termenung, nak shopping2 (duit pun mencurah2 macam hujan), nak lepak2, nak picnic2. but the truth is, even if i feel like staying at home, i like it to be sunny outside. just like the feeling. hujan2 ni boleh mengundang banyak perasaan yang tak diundang. you know what i mean. semua la nak sayu2. mood pun swing swing. and no way i want to blame PMS. sangat overrated.

but come to think of it, it's not fair to blame the rainy days. hujan rahmat kan? takde hujan, complain panas. ade hujan complain, leceh. the trouble is with us, people. maybe if we learn to accept the fact that this summer gonna be rainy all the way, we would not be grumpy. and that is a reminder for me too. Allah tak menyusahkan umat die, kite je suke susahkan diri sendiri and blame everything around us.

p/s: this is out of context, but maybe it rains constantly in Korea because i'm leaving soon. lol. don't cry for me Korea.

lagu untuk time2 hujan. jangan emo kawan2. enjoy la rainy season dengan hati terbuka.

love always,
ruhil nadiah

lagu Ramadan yang klasik.

lagu yang wajib nyanyi dgn mummy
time bulan pose.

love actually.

this is him.
we started as a stranger.
we then turned into friend.
and became more than that.

this is him.
listen but doesn't talk.
care but doesn't show.
love but doesn't lie.

i love him.

my thoughts on drunk people

drunk people pisses me off.

they smell.

they talk crap.

they act like they own the world (of course since they are half-conscious).

and please.. not when they vomit all over the place.

i have experienced meeting various kind of drunk people.

not all bad, of course. but most of them were.

i even met a drunk old man who offered to carry my big heavy luggage.

 thank you, old man.

then, i met the worst. they laughed at me because of my hijab.

vomiting in public places.

shouting in the middle of the night.

if this is not Ramadhan, i already slapped them hard.

but, patience baby.. patience.

i thank Allah, for this beautiful religion which prohibits alcohol.

no fuss. no smell. no vomit. 

26 and fabulous.

Praise be to Allah. i'm alive and well.
i'm turning 26 this year.
so many things have changed.
i've tasted colorful experiences.
and met so many people and funny personalities.
argued and lost. argued and won.
tears and laughter.
but it has made all my days worth it.
life has been kind to me, i think.
i couldn't ask for more.
and i wouldn't want to wish to be younger.
i like being 26 and i'm enjoying it.
that's why i called it: 26 and fabulous.

friends

honestly, i am not that good with friends. my defensiveness limits me. however, i realize i need them in my life to get me back on the right track. we all need them no matter how much we try to deny it. 

'i can live without friends'

yeah, right. try that and tell me later. see how long can u live in your own island.

life is kinda tough here. being away from family and surrounded by strangers. but friends make it all OKAY. thank you friends. you know who you are. this limited space could never do justice to what all of you have done for me. ruhil loves you.

Ramadhan 2011

Alhamdulillah.
once again, Ramadhan is here to be cherished.
let's upgrade our faith
and keep the prayers alive.
Amin.