him

as simple as the four-letters word,
i found love in him. and him in love.

nirvana

i don't know from where i got the urge to try to listen to his music.
but i did. and i like it. am i too late?

not that i could think of

i could hear the two whispering in the thin air.
and the air passes through my thoughts as i breathe.
neither one of us is really listening
and kept on talking what's not on the menu.
assumption kills the ability to judge.
falsity comes knocking and i answer.
it has to stop. and it did.
wash the words and sleep on it.

a letter to God

Dear God,
i have sinned.
i often go astray from your path.
i have been punished from time to time.
but do not let me drown in my own pool of sins.
do not let me suffocate in the room of evil.
lead me to You.
lead me to You.
amin.

disconnected

disconnected.
wrapped around those fingers of endless worries.
struggling to stay above the surface and breathe.
i am disconnected.

flood

the news feed and the timeline are flooded excessively with crappy politics cries.
it is annoying, just like the ants stuck inside your skinny jeans.
i know some people just couldn't take the story somewhere else,
but at least, learn to be more considerate.
i say yes, to the freedom of speech,
but no to the freedom of whining and complaining.

the case of an EX

an ex is not actually your enemy.
and there's no rush to blame them for everything that happened between you and him.
your ex can be a lesson of what you really are, what you really want and what you really couldn't tolerate.
think of it as a reflection of yourself. learn from it, don't mourn it.
to regard them as an enemy means you still include him in your life when you shouldn't.
and to let him play the villain will make you think that you are always right which is obviously ridiculous.

an ex is a tragic history.
an event you wouldn't want to go through all over again.
but don't erase it. it was written in your history.
accept and deal with it.
most people went through it and they survived.
it's not the end of the world.